Friday, November 7, 2008

koi na jaane

I was listening to the song "koi na jaane" from the movie hijack lately.. and its wordings kept revolving around in my mind for many days...it goes as..

koi Na Jaane Kya Hoga Kal, Kaise Honge Aanewaale Pal
Duba Savera Ho, Chhaaya Andhera Ho, Maula Dikha De Rasta
Ghum Ka Yeh Saaya Ho, Khushiyo Pe Chaaya Ho, Maula Dikha De Rasta)-(2)

Waqt Jo Beeta Hai, Yaad Aa Gaya
Aankhon Mein Baarishe Barasa Gaya
Woh Din Woh Raatein, Woh Mulaakaatein
Yaadon Mein Hai Bas Woh Saari Baatein
Rishtein Na Tute Ho, Daaman Na Chhute Ho
Maula Dikha De Rasta
Koyi Na Jaane Kya Hoga Kal, Kaise Honge Aanewaale Pal

None of us really know what are we going to face ahead in life...where ll we be?...how "friends" will slowly change from friends to mere "acquaintances".. we may or may not meet ever after going from this place known as bits pilani...
waqt jo beeta hai yaad aa gaya...aankhon me baarishe barasa gaya......it reminds me of all the beautiful moments associated with my college...bits pilani...u r just fooling around.. whole day..u have no account of what u have done ... apart from movies and serials... u just spent hours talking n talking...nd at d end..u dnt even remember wt u wer talking abt... walks around d campus... at times wid frnds..at times..alone...one night b4 d xam...u open ur buk....at times..u r just sitting vd ur wingies... talking on absolutely nothing for hours...teasing each other... discussing everything u can think of ...from movies to heros n heroines....to... i dnt remember :P ....if its saturday night... u just keep on chatting n chatting..until ur eyes tell u.."go to sleep dear...i can take no more stress "... small li'l things turning to big issues...nd big issues just turning so small...u kept on cribbing about courses...teachers...nd now...... finally it is gonna end..... it will all just become entangled in ur memories ...nd den.. u realise...yes u r gonna miss it all....it was not sumthing..u can just forget overnight..
nd den u wish..
Rishtein Na Tute Ho, Daaman Na Chhute Ho
Maula Dikha De Rasta
bt den...u cannt do anything...u have to move ahead... u can just not stand still nd let d time pass by ..u can just not make everything to freeze in its own place (i wish i culd)...ultimately..u have to walk.. at sum corner of ur heart...u wish...u could make it all so perfect...d way u had wished..u wish u could make things your way... bt den...time is stronger than you... it wont wait for u...nd u HAVE to move on..............no body noes........
koi na jaane... :)

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Looking beyond the invisible

At this midnight hour (2 AM)..i dont know why i suddenly felt i should write another blog in a row.
There are things you can not see...you can just feel... You can just sense..probably... if you have not grown numb slowly and gradually to circumstances..
You can feel the things changing, you can feel the priorities drifting in lives of people around you :)... It is easy to say " Life does not go the way we wish it to go", but a bit hard to grasp it..You feel like searching for that innonence within you, which has some how drowned within you in past years.. You just feel like walking on an empty road on a star studded night or near the beach.. the zephyr touching your shoulders.. You just wish the time could stop here.. now.. forever..But it wont..
Life is all about this..
You realize what you wished for...what were your dreams..what were your aspirations..a few may have turned true..a few may not... You slowly become numb to everything... You stop thinking.. You can feel you loosing yourself...
STILL,you close your eyes to the truth..and you feel what you have envisaged is the truth (Something like.. you are playing hide and seek...you have to hide from the denner..you close your eyes and you feel the denner is not watching you ..).. That will come true someday...
You know that it is an illusion..You love living in your world full of illusions..
But then, everything has to move on..you have to come back to track..
may be for something which is in store for you...may be for something which may be on its way for you...which you have not expected :) ... That courage is what life desires from you...It is difficult to stand up whn you are broken... when you feel you dont have the strength... but still...one effort may be all that is required to move on...
just one effort ...to take a CHILL PILL...and go your way...to close your eyes.. To TRUST YOURSELF :)....

My first blog :)

This is the first time I am writing a blog. I really dont know what should have been an ideal beginning. There are times, when you think no body can understand you apart from your own self. These are the times you feel like putting down your thoughts. Writing about life and philosohpy is not my cup of tea...but still...just an attempt... :) .. There are times when you are not able to distinguish between the truth and illusion. What may appear, may not actually be there, it may just be like a drop of water in the sand !!!... Be careful before you make the journey till that Oasis.But, there might be things you take for granted, and you may realise its importance only when you are on the verge of loosing it.
Life is so very strange !!!!!
Time and again, I dont know why, these lines always come back to my line of thought some way or the other...
"What is this life....If full of Care....We have no time ....To stand and Stare...."
The plethora of thoughts keep coming to you. You feel like standing on a sea shore and the waves striking you hard....and going back...At times..you dont feel like fighting back..You just feel like standing and staring...as long as you can...at whom???
At life...at yourself...at people around you...your friends...
Is it all just about working??...competing in life?... It just moves on.. You dont know you are right or wrong.. At times, its just good to be a kid..who has the least idea of "WHY is he doing so???" ...It is just so good to listen to your heart at times...and stop thinking through your mind..Life is best...when you loose track of time...you are happy.... you dont care...whats falling ahead...whats falling behind..
Yes… Its good to be careless at times…and do whatever you want…without thinking of the consequences…just living …. FOR YOURSELF……….!!!! :)