Looking beyond the invisible

At this midnight hour (2 AM)..i dont know why i suddenly felt i should write another blog in a row.
There are things you can not see...you can just feel... You can just sense..probably... if you have not grown numb slowly and gradually to circumstances..
You can feel the things changing, you can feel the priorities drifting in lives of people around you :)... It is easy to say " Life does not go the way we wish it to go", but a bit hard to grasp it..You feel like searching for that innonence within you, which has some how drowned within you in past years.. You just feel like walking on an empty road on a star studded night or near the beach.. the zephyr touching your shoulders.. You just wish the time could stop here.. now.. forever..But it wont..
Life is all about this..
You realize what you wished for...what were your dreams..what were your aspirations..a few may have turned true..a few may not... You slowly become numb to everything... You stop thinking.. You can feel you loosing yourself...
STILL,you close your eyes to the truth..and you feel what you have envisaged is the truth (Something like.. you are playing hide and seek...you have to hide from the denner..you close your eyes and you feel the denner is not watching you ..).. That will come true someday...
You know that it is an illusion..You love living in your world full of illusions..
But then, everything has to move on..you have to come back to track..
may be for something which is in store for you...may be for something which may be on its way for you...which you have not expected :) ... That courage is what life desires from you...It is difficult to stand up whn you are broken... when you feel you dont have the strength... but still...one effort may be all that is required to move on...
just one effort ...to take a CHILL PILL...and go your way...to close your eyes.. To TRUST YOURSELF :)....

My first blog :)

This is the first time I am writing a blog. I really dont know what should have been an ideal beginning. There are times, when you think no body can understand you apart from your own self. These are the times you feel like putting down your thoughts. Writing about life and philosohpy is not my cup of tea...but still...just an attempt... :) .. There are times when you are not able to distinguish between the truth and illusion. What may appear, may not actually be there, it may just be like a drop of water in the sand !!!... Be careful before you make the journey till that Oasis.But, there might be things you take for granted, and you may realise its importance only when you are on the verge of loosing it.
Life is so very strange !!!!!
Time and again, I dont know why, these lines always come back to my line of thought some way or the other...
"What is this life....If full of Care....We have no time ....To stand and Stare...."
The plethora of thoughts keep coming to you. You feel like standing on a sea shore and the waves striking you hard....and going back...At times..you dont feel like fighting back..You just feel like standing and staring...as long as you can...at whom???
At life...at yourself...at people around you...your friends...
Is it all just about working??...competing in life?... It just moves on.. You dont know you are right or wrong.. At times, its just good to be a kid..who has the least idea of "WHY is he doing so???" ...It is just so good to listen to your heart at times...and stop thinking through your mind..Life is best...when you loose track of time...you are happy.... you dont care...whats falling ahead...whats falling behind..
Yes… Its good to be careless at times…and do whatever you want…without thinking of the consequences…just living …. FOR YOURSELF……….!!!! :)