Looking beyond the invisible

At this midnight hour (2 AM)..i dont know why i suddenly felt i should write another blog in a row.
There are things you can not see...you can just feel... You can just sense..probably... if you have not grown numb slowly and gradually to circumstances..
You can feel the things changing, you can feel the priorities drifting in lives of people around you :)... It is easy to say " Life does not go the way we wish it to go", but a bit hard to grasp it..You feel like searching for that innonence within you, which has some how drowned within you in past years.. You just feel like walking on an empty road on a star studded night or near the beach.. the zephyr touching your shoulders.. You just wish the time could stop here.. now.. forever..But it wont..
Life is all about this..
You realize what you wished for...what were your dreams..what were your aspirations..a few may have turned true..a few may not... You slowly become numb to everything... You stop thinking.. You can feel you loosing yourself...
STILL,you close your eyes to the truth..and you feel what you have envisaged is the truth (Something like.. you are playing hide and seek...you have to hide from the denner..you close your eyes and you feel the denner is not watching you ..).. That will come true someday...
You know that it is an illusion..You love living in your world full of illusions..
But then, everything has to move on..you have to come back to track..
may be for something which is in store for you...may be for something which may be on its way for you...which you have not expected :) ... That courage is what life desires from you...It is difficult to stand up whn you are broken... when you feel you dont have the strength... but still...one effort may be all that is required to move on...
just one effort ...to take a CHILL PILL...and go your way...to close your eyes.. To TRUST YOURSELF :)....